My sincere condolences to your family. May our loving Heavenly Father, who does not want us to die, bring to your mind joyful memories of your loved one. Please be comforted by the fact that at John 5: 28, 29, the Bible says that "there will be a resurrection". This shows that our loving heavenly Father wants us to live. He has made provision for us through the death of his Son, Jesus Christ. He will resurrect our loved ones who have died and restore them to the Earth which will be turn into a literal Paradise. Please visit jw.org to learn more about the resurrection.